Life is sooooooo unpreditable and

fragile...
With this comming chinese new year, I have being hearing news of death, sudden critical sickness that threaten death for both dh and my side. And they are though old but only in their early 60s..Feel that life is so so unpreditable and fragile and is so so unfair...

Well, this CNY I especially feel very emotional with the breaking news from my relative as well as my own. Life can just come and go within a week...so what the point? Is God telling me something? Is it because I have being complaining to him that life has been unfair to me? If you think I should not get what I want, so why give it me in the first place and take it away...we are not financially well already and yet got all this crap!!!!!! I am really Angry.